IT’S TIME TO GO PART I
It’s been an incredible four years, but it’s time to go. The Facing Fear pod is coming to an end. Don’t worry, the episodes will live on, just no new content will be adde after this Part I and II.
PLANT MEDICINE CEREMONY ROOKIES | RECALLING OUR FIRST EXPERIENCES WITH AMANDA HASENZAHL
What’s it like participating in a plant medicine ceremony for the first time?! Amanda and I share our experience with mother mushroom during a magical weekend in Joshua Tree.
EMILY SCHROMM | HOW TO KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN (Author, Entrepreneur, MTV's The Challenge Champion)
The one, the only, my fitness idol and dear friend, Emily Schromm is on the podcast to talk about her personal and professional evolving and her next adventure.
WHY ART MATTERS WITH KEVIN SMOLA | MY BOOK'S ILLUSTRATOR & ART DIRECTOR (+ SOME OF THE VIRTUAL LAUNCH PARTY)
My book would not be possible without my co-creator and illustrator, Kevin Smola! He comes on the podcast to share his adventures as an artist from creating junk mail for a car dealership to becoming the Art Director at JD Finish Line to being my illustrator!
THE PROCESS: BTS, FAQ'S AND THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON I LEARNED FROM WRITING A BOOK
Buckle in this for one… April and I talk about surviving breast cancer and how we’ve both watched our lives burn down around us, and why we’re better for it. Through our conversation, April leaves my jaw on the floor and it turns out we have more in common than cancer.
BURN IT ALL DOWN WITH APRIL JOHNSON STEARNS | MAGAZINE FOUNDER & EDITOR-IN-CHIEF AND BREAST CANCER SURVIVOR
Buckle in this for one… April and I talk about surviving breast cancer and how we’ve both watched our lives burn down around us, and why we’re better for it. Through our conversation, April leaves my jaw on the floor and it turns out we have more in common than cancer.
SURPRISE BOOK DELIVERY FOR MY MOM & NANA
Come with me to Florida! I take you along for a SURPRISE! My mission was to hand deliver my upcoming book to my mom and Nana because the book is dedicated to them!
IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I'VE PODCASTED!
It's been a YEAR since I've spoken to you all from this podcast! 2023 has been my year of healing (and that mission will continue forever) but I've specifically spent time OFF screens, hence the podcast break.
I share a little bit about this last year, where I'm at now, what the f*ck is up with MY BOOK I said I was working on last year and what to expect over the next few weeks!
Feelin' Thankful to be Alive And... SURPRISE, I have an Illustrated Short Story Coming Out!
After a year of living with cancer, this girl is T I R E D. And feeling so thankful to just be alive. I talk about my year, upcoming anniversaries and what I want from 2023... to be peaceful.
Thirty, Flirty & NOT So Much Thriving (Dani Haag | Ever Evolving PTSD & Seizure Disorder Survivor)
At 30 years young, today’s guest and I, Dani Haag, both faced incredibly challenging and life-changing health diagnoses. Me with cancer, and her with a seizure disorder.
Peace Out Chemo & Radiation, Hello Ringing THEEE Bell
I finally recap all 15 of my chemotherapy sessions including my mental health struggles and improvements, what it's like being on anti-anxiety and depression medication and my last of active treatment, radiation!
My Mom Fought Cancer for Me... 20 Years Ago (Special Guest | My Mom, #1 Cheerleader)
When I was waiting to find out if I had cancer, my life flashed before me with a specific memory. It was 20 years ago, when I was 10 years old. I watched in downtown Chicago as my mom finished walking 60 miles, three days of camping out and raising thousands of dollars for breast cancer research. As I watched that memory play out in my head, I thought, f*ck, I am going to have breast cancer. This was actually meant to be. Touché, God.
My Living, Breathing, Badass Cancer Angel (Chance Osborne | Triple Negative Breast Cancer Survivor)
Chance was diagnosed with triple-negative breast cancer at age 24. As we both heal, we talk about life lessons, the best and worst things people have said to us and how we've managed to live with and beyond cancer.
It All Started When... Finding Out I Had Cancer One Year Ago
In honor of my first cancerversary coming up on Friday, I'm sharing a piece of my cancer journey I've never said aloud before. In this audio essay, I answer the prompt, "It all started when..." At this time last year, I was ruminating over and over wondering whether my life was about to change forever or not. And sure enough, on October 14, 2021, it did.
What Does It Mean to Transcend? (My Interview with Whitney of the Transcend Podcast)
Let's flip the script! This time, I'm the one being interviewed. I'm sharing this episode from the Transcend Podcast with Whitney Miller because she caught me at a very interesting time in my cancer journey. When we did this interview in early June, I was justttt beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Lymphedema, The Bachelorette and All the Stories Between (Cam Ayala | Lymphedema Advocate, Amputee, Former Reality Star)
Cam Ayala was born with a disease called primary lymphedema which after years of chronic pain and swelling led to an above the knee amputation earlier this summer. You may know him from ABC's the Bachelorette or Bachelor in Paradise, this episode shows so much more of Cam's life, facing fear moments and personality than either of those shows.
Riding the Wave of Grief (Recap of Chemo 7, 8, 9, 10)
I talk about starting my new chemo plan after being kicked off my original due to an allergic reaction, escaping to California for a week, I recap a book I read in an week and share how the rollercoaster of grief really had me riding waves this past summer.
Questioning a Better Way, One Gracefully Disruption Conversation at a Time (Kristen Olson | Entrepreneur, Athlete, Podcaster, Pup Mom)
Kristen has the swagger of Madonna, the fierce blonde hair of Dolly Parton, is always the life of the party AND she can back squat more than you! She’s has built her personal brand around the combination of fun and health, or better said her way, turmeric and tequila.
From the Vault - Aging Through the Decades (Viviana Soto | Life Whispers Podcast Host)
This episode was originally recorded one year ago with one of my dearest podcast BFF's, Viviana. I'm bringing it out of the vault because we talk about a topic I've thought about soooo much since my cancer diagnosis, aging.
The Invisible Side Effects of Chemotherapy (And a Podcast Career FIRST for This Show)!
This episode I am reflecting back on Chemo 5 and 6 which were from April 14, 2022 to the end of the month. This time period is when depression and anxiety aggressively poisoned my mind.